Talk:Creddie/@comment-5254757-20130123205627/@comment-4542190-20130124223715

Ok I'll tell you. What bad can come out of this?

I ask her to talk to her privately-she came (we were on a beach. She was with company. And from what I saw there, she had a boyfriend... But, probably they broke up-if he was her boyfriend because she keeps writing about break ups on her Twitter. I really don't know)..

I told her some stuff... And, at the climax, I told her "I over-love you." She said "We love you too"- guess she thought I meant in friends level.

"I am probably in deep trouble with you (mean it the good way; that I'm in love with her) and then I did the worst blunder I could do. I told her "I may be confused (i.e. not sure if I'm in love with her)... Really stupidest guy on Earth... God why the earth didn't swallow me whole at that time? What was I thinking? Oh yeah.. I wasn't thinking... At all... Afraid of rejection? I don't know... All I know is that I was banging my head on the wall when I thought about what I had done there...

She said "No, we're friends" (well, she didn't sound angry, annoyed or anyhing. Rather, she was sweet as always).

And for curtains, I said "They say when you really love someone, you want her to be happy no matter what. Maraki (pet first name), I don't like big words. Just look to be happy. As happy as you can be...

We hugged goodbye...