Thread:MasterT-Bo/@comment-9923326-20130604102405/@comment-9923326-20130626101055

yeah.. it sucks, i mean he looks at me, i look at him, but i think he was just looking at my class cause from what i still know he has a crush on my classmate, and what sucks is that if she has a crush on him too, our friendship is gonna be drifted cause she knows i like him, i really do A LOT. but mostly i dont see that as a problem, cause i know her type in guys and it is far away from him. :D and he really isnt that smart, but hes smart enough to graduate, and when a friend overheard i liked him, she said that maybe i would be wasting my smarts, myself, but my main problem is that, i dont know who to listen to: myself, a few friends who supported my crush on him and my heart ("well, if you didnt really like him you wouldnt have fallen for him in the first place now would you? besides he looks cute in your eyes" [only in my eyes i think im the only one in my school who has a crush on him]) or my brain and some friends (brain: "no! you got hurt the last few times" friends: "you'd be wasting your life and all that smarts you have, its gonna be a waste!) and i know the saying: "FOLLOW YOUR HEART BUT TAKE YOUR BRAIN WITH U." but my brain and heart are on VERY even levels. im sorry to dump my pathetic love life problems on u but what my friends that have no prob with me liking him think that i have a 'happy' crush on him, but its 50-50, i like him 'happily' and im hurt like a knife stabbed me in the heart whenever i look at him. and i think youre a real good guy :)