Talk:Seddie/@comment-4068960-20110701004712/@comment-4068960-20110701011142

@Yanks28 & @ Seddiafoeva I appreciate you're comfort but the thing is they aren't together. They practically HATE each other. My dad does playfully tease my mom sometimes when they are okay with each other but most of the time it's 85% arguing/fighting and 15% getting along :/ it's been going on ever since I was a little kid. I always acted on it. I made it my business to act on it. It's been getting better but only like a 20% improvement through out my whole 14 years. I don't know how it's gonna end but it get's me depressed :'( I don't cry much. I have to act strong & understanding because my parents have so many problem but it's a lot of pressure for a 14 year old to handle. My dad has a lot of stress put on him and he need's anger management (he even said he needed it, he thinks he's sick). My mom is practically a nut case whether I will admit it in real life. She's been through a lot in life and she cry's almost every day and I'm very protective of her so when my dad is rude to my mom, I get into an argument with him but I forgive him later. I only allow myself to shed a few tears and hold in the other one's. I had just got into an argument with my mom life 30 minutes ago because I wanted to defend my dad and try to be understanding to both of them but she just gives me negativity and stress. When somebody (important to me) gives me negativity, I break and cry but I admittedly shake it off. I just wish they could try harder for me because I've been doing this ever since I was little :/