User blog comment:NeveisCheese☼/Real life dramas???/@comment-2242989-20110226225935

@Arrow2010 thank you so much! I'll try to look at those books to help me with self confidence :) What I do to help me is I play piano, write songs, stories, and music helps me feel better.

I'll try harder to talk and tell them to shut up and say to pick on me all they want. It's just that they know so many people and they're friends with EVERYBODY, so they would get everybody to hate on me...But I'm not going to care if they do. I'll keep my head up high.

With my grandfather, I don't think I should give him second chances...now he wants to make up for everything...he says stuff like "I'm proud of you" but only if I get accepted to somewhere or if I perform...other than that, he's like a ghost...Like what my dad said, I just won't think of him as a grandfather and only be concerned and care for the ones I love that I know love me back.

Thank you so much! It means a lot to me :)