User blog comment:Cartoonprincess/Fear Factor ^.^/@comment-4546225-20120708144126

Okay that's not all.

I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of what happens after death (that has to do with the fear of living forever in heaven again)

Then there's my fear strung my anxieties, like I have a constant daily fear of 'embarassing' myself. (I put quotations because I get more embarrassed about things than normal people)

I have anxiety attacks about social interaction, missing an appointment, losing my family, somebody I love dying, being rejected, thinking somebody hates me, etc.

These usually result in heavy breathing, the inability to concentrate on anything, and I'll have to either walk really fast. The only way to calm myself down is for things to work out or for me to lightly bring my nails to my skin, not enough that it even breaks the skin, just enough to calm me down fsr it's weird.