User blog comment:XSophieSakura/The Truth/@comment-4697614-20120105013809

Hello Sophie, I am Angelica. I know we do not know each other at all so, I ask you to read this comment as a neutral person who is seeing things from outside. For what I see you have sustained a lie for some time and that cost you some friends, apreciation and even the admin. spot. I have been noticing also the way you describe yourself: lonely, stupid, idiot... That is certainly NOT a description a HEALTHY person would do of oneself. I say that because I am a Medical student on my second year in college. You may not have a heart problem but you could have been suffering from an emotional problem. I know life is pretty hard for my own experiences (so you can have an idea, my dad is an ambassador and I have lived in 4 different countries in 19 years of life). I know it's not easy to cope with everything and sometimes we dont do everything right.Sometimes our reality is not the way we wanted it to be... And then we create some fantasies, tomake life more intresting. Everyone has fantasies, you see, I am a 19 year old girl who loves iCarly and is OBSESSED with Creddie!! However your fantasie world is getting out of hand, it has hurt people, it has hurt you, it has cost you something...But, you see, things dont have to be like that! How about you see a psychologist? Or even a Psychiatrist? I'm not saying you are out of control but... Why not give it a shot? Some burdens are way too heavy for us to carry alone... Maybe a professional could help you see the right way. Ask your parents to go to a doctor. If you cant trust them, tell a friend. If you think you dont have any friends, you could talk to your guidance counselor at school. There are various ways to get help. If you think you dont need help then... just TRY it for fun! I garantee you that a 1 hour session with a psycologist is gonna be pretty intresting. Give it a shot, before you hurt yourself again and other people like you did here... Things can get A LOT better and then, you'll start enjoying reality more than your fantasies. Wish you the best, Angelica.