Thread:Seddiejathanfan/@comment-3247345-20120803052121/@comment-3247345-20120804042207

It's just all the pessimism on here. I didn't see one positive outlook on the Seddie page. The Credddie shippers are celebrating (which I think is premature because Creddie is still done for). I'm starting to wonder if the idea that Seddie is endgame is just a delusion I forced on myself for whatever reason. Last night after reading all the comments I felt like I had been in a trance and had just had reality come back to me. I was like "What the hell did I just do for 11 months?" I panicked a little, but thankfully @ABN convinced me to try to sleep it off. It didn't work, but at least I wasn't up all night driving myself insane. I was still in that mood all day today but it wasn't as bad as last night.

Remember that blog I wrote called "Are We In Too Deep?"? It's that all over again except way stronger. I'm still considering dropping the show and leaving the fandom all together but I decided to wait a little to see if this dies down.

Oh yeah, I was able to chuckle at that comment you were dared to make before reality kicked me in the ass. It kind of reminded me of the drama I dealt with in middle school. Not something I want to repeat but it did make me laugh.