Thread:MarcTechGuy1313/@comment-3180503-20130216144002/@comment-3180503-20130217141912

Yeah, not much happens on activity anymore so it was probably still there from yesterday morning. ;P

Anyway, I'm glad you asked why my Valentine's Day was weird, because it was so dang weird that it's coming back to haunt me in my dreams, no joke. o_o

Okay, so...I decided to do something bold, stupid, romantic, and so totally not like me. You see, at my school, we have this thing where you can send a flower to the person of your choosing on Valentine's Day. And since I've been crushing (lol sounds so childish) on this one guy since October, I decided to idiotically put my heart on the line and send him one. Of course, since I'm still somewhat of a coward, I sent it anonymously. But get this, I  put a new twist on the whole "secret admirer" thing by signing it "The Hopeless Dreamer" and I also wrote him this really cheesy poem. xP

So, anyway, as you can well imagine, it took me several trips to the main office for me to finally get the guts to actually do it. But then, God help me, I did it. o_O Then, on that fateful day of February 14th, I casually eyed him as he got the flower and the poem. He seemed a bit shocked but also pleased in a low-key kind of way. So then, when the bell rang, I ran straight out of there thinking that I had actually managed to get away with this chiz. But then, at lunch one of his friends approached me and mockingly asked me if I had sent any flowers lately. So, yeah, I panicked and said no as my heart completely leaped out of my chest.

But now, idk what the heck I'm s'posed to do. Do I come clean and tell him directly? Do I just move on and pretend it never happened? Did he want it to be me or did he just suspect it was me? SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!

Oh, yeah, and my mom gave me a non-stop 20 minute lecture about how I shouldn't be interacting with people idk. Fuun. -.-

Daaaang, I never write this much on people's message walls. o____o