Thread:CreddieCupcake/@comment-4542190-20120708185319/@comment-4542190-20120805205950

Come on:) Don't say things like "this sounds stupid", that you blush etc When you talk to me, you can feel like home (don't misunderstand me, it's well-meant :) ). Again, you remind me of myself a lot (even completely). I can't describe you how I felt everytime a girl I was in love with was near.. I was so nervous, so uneasy.. My heart started beating up really fast, I could sense it. Sometimes it felt like it was going to explode... And when she was closer or even when I was talking to her in person.. God, you can't imagine.. I tried as hard as I could to hide all the above, to appear and talk like everything's fine and normal. I was afraid not to say anything stupid because of the anxiety... I talked very much (again, attempting to hide the above). And everytime I want(ed) to call a girl so special and important to me... From the time I had the cell in my hand to the point I actually found the ne, hexjrve and courage to call, at least half an hour would pass... Sometimes even 45 minutes, an hour, maybe even longer.

Yeah, I believe I can understand you on that. I was ignorant about my kryptonite's existence for 18 (and a bit more) years. Overall, it seemed ok. But since I've met her... I became so addicted... At some point, I told her that I should have known her since the first (freshman) year in university. But some time afterwards, I thought this wouldn't be enough either and I told her "Remember I told you that I should have known you since the first year? Error. I should have known you since elementary school, heck even kindengarden." Thanks to her everything around me is not dull and colorless- like she has pixie dust. An angel sent by God...:)

As as you reply, take all the time you need- just don't forget it. Pretty please :)