Thread:Cartoonprincess/@comment-25746087-20161104210548/@comment-3180503-20170121012734

It's okay, I don't mind. You know that you and I are practically one in the same in a lot of ways. I completely understand the obsession lol.

He really did seem like the kindest, most decent person of the bunch. And I believe he was, for a while. He just seemed to love his castmates so unconditionally (I'm sure you know what I'm referring to). He seemed to have a good head on his shoulders and he had a certain down to earth quality, similar to how Jennette was in her best days.

I just think the cracks started to show when he started dating Madi and got SUPER sucked into the evangelical stuff and he was just never the same since. I know he was always a Christian but he didn't have such a self-limiting outlook way back then. Madi also influenced him into investing all his time, energy and devotion into his relationships, to the point where he doesn't know who or what he is without one. This is why I continue to stress that Nondon would not have happened if not for the 4 year Madi pre-cursor.

This isn't to say that I lay the blame completely on outside influences but I do think his love life and his upbringing play a HUGE role in who he is today. At this point, he's lost all desire to help himself and it's just sad and pathetic to watch. I no longer truly care what he does but it sucks when you had so much faith in someone and you defended them constantly (you even more than me) and they let you down in such a colossal way.

Anyway, I'll be on chat! ^^