Thread:CreddieCupcake/@comment-4542190-20120708185319/@comment-4542190-20121024201237

It was just that I saw a bit of your activity before (you know, comments etc) and I thought I'd read a reply here. Don't be mad:)

Well, very rarely a President doesn't get re-elected for his second (and final) time- as History itself shows. About Obama now.. they gave him the Nobel Peace prize for "his ideas and visions/dreams"- if that's so, then they should give it to million (or should I say billion) people as well. They too have ideas and visions. And many have far better than he does.

Thus far, I haven't let it out to her personally. You remember those I told you a while ago? The dialogue we exchanged last time I saw her face to face before I went to the army? That I told her "I super-love you", she said "We love you too" (she didn't get how I meant it). And then I said "It's likely that I'm in big trouble with you" (you know, an idiom/phrase about falling in love)- and then I did the worst, the most terrible,the most horrifying blunder in my life. If it was a chess game, I'd probably get checkmated next turn or I'd have to forfeit. Ι supplemented saying "I don't know, I may be confused" !!!!????!!!! Not facepalm, but moutza-right into my face. I hedged, I beated about the boush, how they say it? I chewed my words... God, why? What the !@#$%^&*!)(_+*%$# was I thinking? Oh, right. I WASN'T thinking.. I wasn't thinking at all... Her reply was "Νο, we're friends". She actually looks like Carly on this one. You know, all sweet, and gentle, and caring and everything.. I have said some compliments to her also and her reactions were being flattered and blushing..

Next time I see her in person, I'll be as clear as I can be: I was never confused. NEVER. It was one-way for me to fall in love with her, it couldn't be helped-and I wouldn't help it, even if I could. Besides, it's not something bad that should be helped.

I have fallen in love before her. I thought I couldn't love more than I already have. And she proved me wrong. Dead wrong. By light-years...