Thread:Holy Chiz/@comment-3263143-20120729230508/@comment-3257430-20120731001517

Seddia...I need a break. And it isn't who or what you're thinking it is. It's because of my family. They've been giving me a really hard time about being here until I've locked myself in my room crying. Especially my brother who flat out puts me down and laughs at me and doesn't give me a chance to speak. I hate being humiliated by them.... And I've been feeling more and more worthless. Not because I don't mean much to you guys (which I probably don't, but that's okay), but because I feel like I'm not doing anything...and I don't even know. It's just really hard to come here and feel terrible and then be mocked by my family a lot. It just gets harder and harder to come here, and I don't want that. Today was actually to come on for a while and derp around. But I'm not really taking that long of a break, it might drive me insane. xD Just three weeks or a month. I really hate the humiliation of my family and feeling this way. I hope you understand. :) I'll see you soon.