User blog comment:Seddiegirl98/What is your deepest, darkest, most personal and secretive secret?/@comment-4082960-20110824123059

I don't have a bad straight secret but however I do have good secret that is not protective one coz is a open secret I meant everyone know what I am.... I do have hearing aid since I was a three or so month old baby. But not that important or scary but what make me sad and feel that I hate my life, its that I am half blind (only right eye is blind coz of the white thing in my eye have 'remove' when I was a kid, my mom told me so), completely deaf if not wearing hearing aid, having bad attitude and things get worse in my life.

But nothing else, no secret for me but I fear of ghosts but now believe them, I fear of spiders, now only fear of big ones and more that related stuffs.

I have a worse to be clumsy, I keep trip over wires that was on the floor. I drop things on floor (not hard ones that much...) and last, I can't stop lying the whole time. But that's long time ago, and here I am, Honestly to other, trying to improve with my newest attitude to be nice again like I was ONCE. Already got to use my hearing aid and don't seem to mind of my blindness and I'm fine with deaf...coz I want to know how the feeling of a deaf person felt like XD (of course Im so curious of that life lol...) so, that's all! bai bai~