User blog comment:Seddiegirl98/What is your deepest, darkest, most personal and secretive secret?/@comment-3573782-20110827154840

when i was in 4th grade, i envy my bestfriend so much, everytime i look at the mirror i see her as me. then one day i was surprised when i saw myself in the mirror as me not her, i was totally freaking out, after that, i never looked in the mirror again for 2 or more years. at some point in 6th grade i saw the movie the chronicles of narnia:voyager of i forgot, and because of the lines "when i grow up, i wanna be you" and "no, be yourself", i realised that i should not be scared of who i am and should be happy with what god gave me.