Thread:3cooldog92/@comment-3180503-20120618155642/@comment-3247345-20120804040321

I just don't know how this will work. iCarly is ending but what about Victorious? Will that still go on? If it does will Cat still be in it? Will there be references to iCarly and Victrorious? Dan really threw us a wild card here.

I'm more concerned with the endgame of this show to be honest. I don't know how this new devlopment will affect iCarly if it does at all. I had a theory that Dan might not have Sam have a history with Carly and Freddie. Same with Cat and the Victorious gang. Sort of like a fresh start. It would avoid some thorny problems. But it may be wishful thinking on my part. What do you think?

I reached the point of exhasution last night. Normally I come on here and look at what's been written over the past day and respond to comments that have something to do with the show. It was always doable for me. But last night the sheer volume of pesimistic comments just put me over the edge. I went into a sort of a panic where I was questioning everything I had done over the past 11 months. I was like "what the hell am I doing this for?" It was like I was in a trance for 11 months and then I came back to reality wondering why the hell I'm doing what I'm doing. I almost stayed up all night to deal with the fallout of this but I decided against it because of how messed up my body becomes when I stay up all night.

I messaged the one user who seemed to have hope in this situation and she messaged me back that she wasn't sure anymore. This seems to have consumed everyone.

I was hoping I could sleep this off but all day today I was asking myself the same questions. It was a repeat of last night except it was a lesser intensity. I was considering leaving the fandom all together. At this point it's still on the table but I'm going to see if the drama dies down and if I can get myself to stop having my freak out before I do anything rash. I think part of the problem is all the time I have on my hands to think. I can't talk to anyone outside the fandom about this because I'll look like I'm nuts (which I probably am).

Starting school will probably be a good thing. My classes will suck but at least I'll have something to do other than drive myself mad. All this crap I've gone through over the past 24 hours has really numbed me to the shipping stuff. I'm just numb to what happens either way at this point. That's probably a good thing but 2 days ago I never would have predicted to just being numb about this. It's like I've been desensitized.

I don't know if you read my comment on the Seddie page but that's pretty much what I was thinking.

Ugh I know. It's a good thing @ABN was on last night. She's just sitting back and letting this drama die out on its own. She's the reason I didn't stay up all night driving myself insane.