User blog:NeveisCheese☼/My Uncle!

Heres the story thats making me so upset!

When i was little my uncle ALWAYS helped me through everything if everyone was angry at me he would come up to me and give me a big cuddle and went aww little nevie my little buddy and help me clean up my mistakes when i was 8 he took me ALL around sydney we did everything together he Would walk all the way back out into the streets when i was soo tired and buy me dinner and make sure i was safe and everything! He did all of that for me and then when i was 10 he did it for me again and he took me on boat rides and and took me to see everything he used to give his money to people who needed it and who were rebuilding their lives! and he always had the happiest smile around EVERYONE no matter what and never failed to make you laugh,smile,cry of laughter because he was such a .. i dont know how to explain him! he was such a caring thoughtful person! and he did anything for me! he used to take me for bike rides,go down to the shops and bought anything i wanted for me ! whenever i was sick he would be so worried and be nurse davie! i went to see him at the hospital and he seemed fine! i didnt know though... i would KILL to have that time back! i need you back my best buddy (what i called him and he called me) i miss you SO much and I remember how i was saying we could do stuff together once he was all better.. on april the 16th My dad called me out to the balcony he said Dave died overnight i Screamed and ran to see mum she was crying i tryed like always to stay my STRONGEST and not cry it was so hard but she almost stopped and my life flashed before my eyes i Loved my best buddy so much and he was the only thing that could get me over it My life has been HORRIBLE latley but this puts it over the top i didnt even know he had cancer and nobody told me :( i was bawling my eyes out and felt like i could had been dreaming having a nightmare but no.. he was gone and i could never EVER see him again i was feeling like i just lost my everything and i wanted to die to see him and i scratched myself i couldnt help it!!! :( Dave Please come back i know you didnt choose to..but i need you!!!!!!!