Talk:Seddie/@comment-5250981-20130502201212

Hey Guys, I haven't been on here in ages! How have you all been?

Well my week hasn't been that good, I've been all sore and tired from dancing and cheerleading and I've finally got a rest right now.

The other thing is, I don't know if any of you will remember but I posted about this boy I knew from primary school,  here it is - http://icarly.wikia.com/wiki/Talk:Seddie/@comment-PurpleMushroom-20121107170747

Well ever since then I've not seen him or talked to him on facebook (he hasn't either), I was really angry with him and didn't know what to do about it. I though I was over him because I never had a crush on him ,I just wanted to be friends but on facebook he changed his profile pic to a photo of him and some girl and I actually found myself feeling jelous and the same girl in the photo posts on his wall and they talk alot. I continue to feel jelous which I don't get because I was so angry with him. Now for the weird part, he's in my dreams all the time , in some of the dreams he is my boyfriend but in others he has a girlfriend and I'm jelous.

I don't want to act on it right now because I'm not sure if I really like him because I don't know him, I haven't seen him for 4 years , he could be not a very nice person or not the type of guy he is in my dream. I've never been interested in boys ever, I always though they were yucky creatures of a different specie from us girls and when you live with 3 of them , you'll soon go off them but I am 15 (going on 16) maybe I'm growing up? or just going through a phase? (I hope its a phase!)

PLEASE help me :(