Thread:Liz'sLemon/@comment-3508470-20120805212950/@comment-3508470-20120806124042

Yeah, I guess me saying that was a little bit harsh. I guess I said it because everywhere people were saying that they needed to suck it up. but like, I don't think the both of them would go to Dan and tell them that they didn't want to do it. Maybe it was awkward for Nathan because he has a girlfriend and stuff. I don't know. So, is everything ok with us now?

My personal problems at home: I use to cut and that's not good for anyone, especially me, I'm still a kid at the moment. Dad left us, tried to kill me after a time by strangling me by the throat, he said I was rude and that he wanted my attention. Part of the reason I got upset about the rude thing was because it brought back that memory and I really hate thinking about it. He (as in my dad) came to my elemtary school graduation and only stayed for half time, he didn't even see my graduate! I mean, it does kinda hurt because I told him NOT to come, and when he did come, he didn't even stay for me. Earlier in the year, my ex-best friend called me ugly behind my back, someone told me this the day when I came to school. This for some weird reason made me a little suicidal, but not the point where I committed it, I love my life too much for that.

Then on my birthday, my dad decided to show up at my house, I didn't answer him though, my brother did and he surprisingly gave me something. It kind of made me feel like he cared but he called mom some really bad stuff and it hurt :(. So these are only some of the problems I have at home. People talk to me and stuff here :). So, *hug*, nice to meet ya! I'm sorry that had to happen and I think we're all good. Cooldog is like one of my besties here so when he said that, I don't think he meant you any harm, he was just looking out for me as usual :). Bye Liz! *gives *