User blog comment:ICarvicious22/Make Your Own Song/@comment-3257430-20120415011755

My songs/poems are EXTREMELY freeverse. So...yeah. Also, when I writer gets the opportunity to write, they make it dramatic. So I'm gonna be cheesey here, don't punch me. And it's crappy. But I like writing so I don't really care. XD

There's no where to hide,

so I keep searching.

Lost in the dark haze,

I'm trying to remind myself

of the things I you've once dwelled upon.

My eyes catch a glimpse

of the only thing that's left.

My heart shatters

and I can feel truth twisting within my fading hope.

The reflection of pain echoes instantly,

and my words don't help anything.

Countless times, I've tried to see the world

with open eyes, but somehow, someway,

I keep losing myself in the dark.

The light I've kept is your voice,

even though it doesn't come from you,

but my memories.

A smile appears but I can't find the courage to speak.

The words I wished I could have said to you

before I had to say goodbye never came.

Yet, I remember you in times like this

and I feel both comfort and pain.

Goodbye is a word I have said countless times.

It's a forced word, and I can't hold on to sanity.

Being forced to let go, I'm torn appart.

I've forgotten my words,

so I'll just have to hope that you understand.

How many times have I said,

that I've missed you?

Sadness in tears, is losing you sanity,

even just for a little while.

Your mind snaps as you can't take the pain

and you begin to cry.

I've realized this, so once more....

I'll have to say goodbye and that I miss you.

I realize I can't (fail at) be(ing) dramatic and happy at the same time. T_T