Talk:Seddie/@comment-4509465-20110206222525/@comment-3406827-20110206230645

You know, I feel the exact same with you there. I used to be pudgy, not fat but pudgy. Back then, I wasn't really bothered about my weight because, well who does when they're young? However, when I started high school, things started changing and I became more self-concious about the way I looked. I still am. I'm not skinny, but im not fat either. I don't like wearing bikinis though, or tight fitting tops. My doctor as weighed me, and looked at my height and told me i'm not fat and that i'm absolutley fine but I still worry. Around late november, I started becoming really down about myself and I stayed off school a lot and I began making myself sick pretty much everyday, it was awful. I would cut myself too, not on my wrists but on my arms. I used to smoke too around that time, that was pretty awful and I regret doing it. Thankfully, i never did it enough to get addicted and I don't do it anymore. Also, on my friends birthday, I got drunk because I was stressed and upset and just plainly down about myself. I never told my mum, though she did suspect something was wrong with me. But I realised, I shouldn't worry because the people that love me, love me for who I am. Not for what I look like and its probably the same with you too. I'm sure you're beautiful, chin up and think positive :)<3