User blog comment:Candycoateddoom/My Reaction to Sophies News/@comment-3083473-20120104233444

This blog opened up my eyes. I didn't look deep down into it like I should have. I thought I had no choice but to forgive her, since that would make her feel better. I did say I wouldn't really forgive her right then. I tried to act like a good friend to her, to know she's cared about, but ... but ... she doesn't LET people be her friend! She always says "don't defend me" or "leave me alone". My normal response is always "What's wrong?" because nothing is wrong, so I don't know what is wrong. I get no answer. I was trying to do something good, but, as always (and this is kinda directed to everyone), I was ignored. She didn't let me help her, when I could have. My friends always called me a "therapist" because I'm really good at helping people. I tried being nice, but she didn't let me, or anyone else, help her. I thought that she actually was bullied and had a miserable life at home, but no. That was a lie too. I know people need some attention once in a while, but this isn't Sophie's wiki. Yeah, she made it, but it's the iCARLY WIKI, not the Sophie Wiki. She would have been loved anyway because, completely honest here, I forgot about her heart problems after a while. I thought she was just a genuine friend, not an attention seeker. And I believe my comment may be hurting her, but in all my years of living, I never been so distrusted. I think I'm hurting myself more than she's hurting her. I really liked Sophie. This action is just shameful. Nobody's been this hurtful to me in my life. I just feel like crying. I know, people are gonna be really hurt by my comment, so why don't you all block me while you can... If she was lying about her ENTIRE LIFE, I don't even want to know what other secrets are on this wiki. Just make me leave before I could find out. I'm done with drama. From now on, I'm saying EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL. '''Thank you, Candy. Thank you for showing me to stand up for myself.'''

But I do have to give Sophie props; she actually admitted all this to the wiki, knowing people will turn their back on her...or at least, I hope she thought that. Saying things like "Don't forgive me" or something like that made me realize she did seek attention. But you know what she really did wrong. Where she really messed up. She explained how she did want attention, but... she didn't even say a simple "I messed up. Please forgive me." She didn't SAY she messed up! For all we know, she could've been lying to all of us and not even admit she did something wrong. THAT us why I don't forgive her. She doesn't forgive herself first.

This wiki is causing heartbreak for me. I can't handle it anymore.