User blog comment:Seddiegirl98/What is your deepest, darkest, most personal and secretive secret?/@comment-3264672-20110826163020

I am a lesbian.Yup....it's out.I have a crush on Jennette....but who cres?You can't deside who you fall in love with.But I didn't tell my BF yet cause she is scared of gay people.

I am totally paranoid.Last week,I was out with my brother and dad to meet some friends.(My dad's friends are mine too.)It got really late and I had to go home with my brother.But my dad wanted to stay a little longer.So I had to drive with my bro on the bike ALONE in the NIHT.I was sooo scarde,I almost cried.And it got even worse.When we where on a bridge there were like 3 drunken teenagers.I was sooo scared.I thought."They'll kill my brother and rap me!OMG!"but they didn't =).

Another thing of my paranoia is that I never sit on the edge of a table.If there comes a big black hole,I'd be the first who falls into it.

I am scared of mosquitoes,beetles,maggots and snakes.

I get nervous verry fast.For example in school chior if I have to play something on the piano.My face gets red and my hands shake.