Thread:3cooldog92/@comment-3180503-20120618155642/@comment-3247345-20120806042939

Yeah, it kind of is. Whatever is going on in my hellhole of a life I could get my mind off it with iCarly and Seddie. With real life going really bad iCarly is really the only thing in my life I looked forward to. When that seemed to be lost I had my freakout.

There does seem to be one outcome from all this other than me making an ass out of myself. Should Seddie not be endgame I'll be in much better position to deal with it than had I not gone over the edge. My freakout did make me question why I'm so invested in this ship and did cause me to back up a bit xP

I know. We don't know what he'll do. I'm actually back to thinking that Seddie may be endgame. My theory is that maybe Seddie will be endgame and they'll divorce the histroy when they make Sam and Cat. I don't see Nathan coming on so I doubt it would live on in S&C but I'm willing to live with that. I'll judge iCarly based on how it ends and not what happens in Dan's future show even if he uses the same character. Some users have suggested that. I honestly shouldn't have lost faith in a Seddie endgame just because everyone else did. I've been in the minority before and I should base my views on what I think, not what other think. I don't think it's that inconceivable despite what others have said. I think subconsciously I was looking for a reason to freak out and I would have found it somewhere eventually. It would have happened in real life if it hadn't happened online.

You were right. This shipping thing just gave me an outlet to express frustration witht he rest of my life. It's no reason to get worked up over.