Thread:Godlovesusall/@comment-3522343-20130109211559/@comment-4542190-20130109220753

You mean, you won't be around here (in this wiki) ? :(

I've told you Carlaay, I love you<3

Well, there was this long silence if you remember -I called her many times over the course of the months and she wasn't picking it up... I was so much afraid... That she got bored of me, she didn't want to talk to me anymore... And not having any sign of her-even not hearing her voice (which I can't say it was enough for me, when she isn't near I feel so miserable,sad and emty... But even that was something at least).. it was killing me from the inside...

And one day-it was Sunday or better yet, Lord's day (I don't think this is just coincidence) I called again. I didn't know why... I was convinced that I would only hear the beeping once again...

And she picked it up! My Bella PICKED IT UP!!!<3 Oh my God, how happy and relieved I felt... Hearing her sweet,melodic voice again after so long<3 I was like a guy wandering the desert, thirsty without something to drink... And suddenly finding an oasis<3 God only knew how much I needed this.. God how much I love her...<3

I asked her if we are ok (I do this EVERY SINGLE TIME that we haven't talked for long...Yeah, even the idea of losing someone so valuable, so precious, so special to me freaks me out. I know I sound overexaggerating...) and she said we are-on friends level, that is...:(

And she also called me with pet names (Stathako) <3