User blog comment:Seddiegirl98/What is your deepest, darkest, most personal and secretive secret?/@comment-2242989-20110825020728

Well, I have a lot of deep dark secrets, but I don't wanna share it on here, because it's too personal, but I'll tell about something that's been bothering me a lot, that's sort of a secret. :/

Well, I miss someone...well not really miss him, but I missed who he used to be. I know what you're all thinking. It's about a "boy" but it is important to me with this situation, because me and him used to be best friends. And I literally do mean that he was my best friend for over 10 years. (When I was a baby. We were best friends since then.) Well, a year and a half ago, he found out I had a crush on. Come on! It was only natural since I've known him for over 10 years. I didn't know a lot back a year ago, so I'm guessing I had confused feelings. Anyway, he found out I had a crush on him, thanks to his little brother, and ever since then, even to this day, he still ignores me. He doesn't talk to me, he doesn't say a hello, he stopped coming around. His little brother comes around a lot more! So, ever since then, he hasn't really talked to me at all. It hurts me, though. That he just threw our entire friendship of 12 years, because of something so little like that. When he first started ignoring me, I thought of that as really weird. We were best friends. We did everything together. I called him up, asked if we could just hang out like old times, but he said no, he never called back, he never texted me back. He just ignored me, and I was hurt and angry at him, and to this day, I still am. I gave up on calling him and texting him, and asking him if we could hang out just as friends. My feelings for him eventually faded away, but he still ignores me. He's like a complete stranger now. No, I don't miss him. How could I miss a jerk like him? But I miss who he used to be. He threw our friendship away, and acts like it was nothing. We did everything together, going with our families on vacation, water parks, he used to come to my house to visit and we would hang out and just have a good time, but I'm guessing that meant nothing to him.

He's changed for the worst. Now, he's some arrogant fool who's done nothing, except be a jerk, hang out with his new friends, and his personality has completely changed. It kind of makes me sad thinking about this. I moved on, and I know where we stand our ground and who my true friends really are, but it just makes me sad, thinking about the friendship we once had, together. :/