Talk:Seddie/@comment-3512889-20120413092524

I am so sad, my dads best friend whos my oldest friend's dad is probably gonna die. his cancer came back a while ago and then suddenly he was feeling a lot better they said it was actually going away. then he had to go to the hospital on wendsday (idk how to write that day ;)) because some machines werent functioning normally and we thought it wa sjust routine but yesterday my dad told me that his best friend was probably gonna die :( Ive been praying for him for so long and suddenly I had this feeling that god just cant exist and stopped praying for some time and now I think its all my fault :( I mean what kidna god lets such nice people die :(( my villages doctor who was the nicets perosn Ive ever met died too, a woman who works with my mum was so happy because after a long time of having cancer she could finally get back to working and they found cancer in her again, too :(( I am just feeling so ad right now. I mean probably gonna die, I've had this phrase in my head ever since my dad told me about. I am so afraid ehs gonna die, I just don want that :( sorry if I make any of you feeling sad by saying these things but I needed to write it down :(