Talk:Seddie/@comment-4233280-20120625014610/@comment-4233280-20120625022934

Well, this time I am not as angry enough to stick to my plan- but I swear, the people in my life push it TOO much gosh. I am very short tempered an if some moments ago I had posion with me, I'd be in the hospital right now. It's just that- does anyone know how it feels to have everyone against you? It feels HORRIBLE. And in my case- suicidal. But I don't think this time was as strong as other times- which lucky or unlucky me- no death material was around me.

Guess what, last time when I attempted suicide and went to the hospital, my family did what? Comfort me? NO. They kept telling me that I was stupid and didn't have any sense and was idiotic, childish, and immature. Yeah, I'm sure that's how all depressed people want to be handled.

But I think it is m anger here instead of my depression. It's weird- people kill themselves of depression, am I the only one who considerd it out of anger instead of sadness (well there is always a mix of sadness to but half of it is anger).