Talk:Seddie/@comment-4029983-20111130155930/@comment-4029983-20111201031428

Wow. Thank you so much for all of that, both of you. It really helped me.

Truthfully, I am feeling better & more comfortable, and I'm not crying at all. It was extremely sad when we buried her & said our words, but I know now that she is in a better place in Heaven. I suppose there was a disease from her food, crickets & waxworms, and that's maybe why she died. Or she couldn't breathe right. Or her heart was weak. I'll never really know. But what I know is that she is resting in peace.

Today me & my mom went to the reptile store where we got Ping. We looked around at some baby geckos, and here I am, sitting here with a new gecko. Ping #2. Though I'm just calling her Ping.

It makes me feel at a loss for words as well, because I feel as if I am replacing my previous gecko. Which isn't true. I suppose that that's a normal thing, right?

But fortunately, my mom convinced me that I wasn't replacing her, because she was still in my heart. Which I believe. She is gone, but she won't be forgotten.

To wrap this up, many thanks to both of you. As I stated above, this really helped me. I'm no longer crying, but I still feel a pang of sadness, y'know? My new gecko is like Ping, only a bit more skiddish & she freaks out at the most littlest things. But it's worth it, because my mom was willing to spend so much for me on a new gecko, which is truly a blessing. It's also a blessing to know I can receive help from people I don't even know. Thanks for everything, to everyone. :) ♥